I need to quit wasting energy on the situation.
I need to stop starting every sentence with "I."
I need to start thinking of others.
I will drive to New Mexico and sit in the desert.
I am a good person.
I will rediscover.
I am not my past.
Or my future.
I am my now.
I will be honest.
I will hurt everyone no matter what.
I can help somebody.
I should help myself.
I will be okay because I want to be okay.
I will stop accidentally deleting my posts and having to rewrite them again, poorly.
Thank you, and may you find your own peace.