I practice selective fading.
I will fade away from those who no longer serve me. Have I really gotten that self-absorbed? Self-loathing is just another way to say self-obsession. I want to fade away from both.
"The signal arrives at the receiver by two different paths."
One path leads me to me, the other path leads me to you. I don't want to be led anywhere.
I will catch your signal. I will tune in and then drop out. I will try so hard to echo.