No energy anymore. I feel highly discouraged. I am worried about myself, but I also don't feel motivated enough to change my "bad habits" or to talk back to my eating disorder or to, you know, be social in any way shape form etc etc blah blah blah I should probably just go to bed early and read. That sounds nice, but so does drowning out my gloominess with some hearty TV watching.
Where do I go from here? I'm stuck.