Sunday, November 11, 2012

sunday thoughts part 1

I have only wanted this once before in my life, maybe for the wrong reasons, but I find myself wanting this again: Children. I mean, definitely not right away. I can't even keep a cactus alive. Eventually, however, I would like to be a mother. (Please know: I may change my mind. I've been known to change my mind a few times.)

I made new friends last night. It felt and still feels great. I am proud of myself, even if I made some stupid decisions last night as well. Meg! People aren't as scary as you keep telling yourself! Sometimes they are TERRIFYING, though. Watch out for the terrifying folk, but overall trust others more.

Winter is a paradise. I hole up inside like a little bear and read read read like a little bear who has the ability to read the written word. Smart bear. Or should I say "beary smart bear"? I should. And I did.

Is Lagoon still open? Who wants to go? Just kidding (but not really). I should save my money for my psychedelic Disneyland trip. Not kidding. At all (but kind of).

There is hope yet just around the corner. I feel everything in my life shifting. I am glad I did not give up.


Meg said...

I think you will be a wonderful, capable, and inspiring mother.

meg said...

This warms my li'l/big/normal sized heart. Thanks.