wishes

i wish i would have been a better friend. i wish i would have been more open. i wish i hadn't been so caught up in myself. i wish i would have participated more. i wish i would have made more girlfriends. i wish i would have been more selective with the people i dated. i wish i would have gone to therapy earlier. i wish i had been less afraid.

steve jobs is coming out with the iwish and it is going to solve all of my problems.

but in the meantime, a buddha once said, "it is precisely because our present life is so inseparably linked with desire that we must make use of desire's tremendous energy if we wish to transform our life into something transcendental."