sitting in an elephant tree

The past few days:

*Thank you, Diane di Prima.
*I just got a coffee for a refill price and it TOTALLY WASN'T A REFILL. I should have been honest. But do honest people ever get coffee refill prices? Not a chance in hell!
*Speaking of chances in hell, to many people, this wouldn't have lasted-- not a chance in hell. But it has. So far. Does it continue? Heaven only knows.
*But I think I know.
*I just don't want to admit it.
*"You say I choose sadness, that it never once has chosen me. Maybe you're right."
*I'm scared.
*It's an emotion I feel often.
*Such a pretty day.
*Not a sentence.