Thursday, February 12, 2009

i love all of you guys romantically

The UPS man at work always flirts with me. It's funny. Supposedly people call him "Apollo" because he looks like a god, which he doesn't.

Today I went to Good Earth to buy healthy vegan and mostly organic food. I want to be healthy and vegan and mostly organic. But then I came home after grocery shopping and mindlessly ate the crappiest food. I always eat poorly when I am tired-- And after a night of wine and whiskey. Gross. Cool? No. Gross. Numb and dumb.

I am becoming MORE and MORE comfortable with who I am (seriously-- even though it may not seem like it at all). And not just comfortable with myself physically, but I am starting to be okay with being open about the decisions I make and the person I am. I tend to hide things from people for fear of them being disappointed in me, worried, etc. I won't go into too much detail, but basically I feel mostly fine with letting everyone know that I am a Buddha-loving-occasional-wine-drinking-psychedelic gal. Take it or leave it or just check it out for awhile and then return it.

ZzZzZzZZZzzzzZzZz. me just fell asleep. me just turn into cave woman. me just turn into sleepwalking cave womyn with an attitude.

1 comment:

errin julkunen-pedersen said...

i think that the big fat polynesian dude who occasionally delivers mail to my office thinks i'm flirting with him, but i am just friendly and show my boobs to everyone who walks in the office. tits for tat, i guess.