I wish there was someone I could be sad to. Today was a good day. It really was. For so many reasons. But it was also a moody day. And at one point it was a cry uncontrollably on my bed for twenty minutes while feeling completely alone day. And I had no idea who to turn to. If I cried to person 1, 1 would be so stressed out and probably get really depressed. If I cried to person 2, 2 would get angry. If I cried to person 3, 3 would have to leave quickly. I also feel like in the past I have been too much of an emotional burden on certain people, so I am trying to be less... Needy? I don't know if "needy" is the right word... But maybe it's the perfect word.
So who to cry to? Maybe I just need to invest in a stuffed animal. Or find a hotline. 1-800-SHOULDER. Perhaps a rug would be the best investment. A rug, a broom, some pills, and sweep sweep smile smile all the while.