Friday, August 27, 2010

From now on I am not opening up to anyone. I am hiding away inside of myself and will smile whenever anyone says anything, no matter what.

Dramatic!

But serious. I am so frustrated.

2 comments:

Jennifer said...

How can I say this?-- I know exactly how you feel. I feel this way so often it's disgusting and I remember how I felt this way in middle school and high school and college and still college, etc. Some may say we're dramatic. Some may say we need to get over it. We're too sensitive. We're too crazy. We're too something and everything and not enough, but I say, as you say, that:
"There is a charge
For the eyeing my scars, there is a charge
For the hearing of my heart---
It really goes.
And there is a charge, a very large charge
For a word or a touch
Or a bit of blood"

They do not understand, Meg. Sorry to be so pessimistic, but they don't. Will they ever? I don't know. And to end this comment with a cheesy but terribly true song verse:
"A rock feels no pain and an island never cries."

meg said...

I have no other words to say to you except I love you. And thank you. So much.